just came back from malaysia,and i guess i dun feel happy either.i have been thinking of her every single night and crying and look at our we have send for the past 10 months,

in malaysia we had bbq, even though all my relatives were having fun but not for me,i just have to use a smile to cover everything,if hurts alot.it has been the 4 days you left me already and i cant stop calling you baby, ying and other names i used to call you.i reLLY DO MISS YOU ALOT.

yesterday i watched alvin and the chipmunks in malaysia,it was very nice but tthere was one part that i suddenly just think of you and trying to hold back my tears.yesterday night, all the memories came back and i know that i was a jerk all a long, but now its over.if there is a time machine i would used it to go back to our times that we spend together happyily,i miss you alot.






i really miss you alot baby,after the broke up i guess i will not be able to get into a serious relationship anymore.even thought its just a short 1 month and 17 days but i will remember everything you've done for me.
i miss you ad yearning for you

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when you are with a person , everything sems so real and lovely and etc.
but when it breaks it seems like its all a lie and the pain is with you for a long time maybe months?years? or as long as possible.i'm with with my angie anymore.


what i did to you i know i'm in the wrong, i've apologies so many times but its no use,i'm feeling empty now, really empty, it feels like there is a knife just stabbing inside your heart and it hurts.i dunno how are you feeling?hope you are alright

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i know it has ben very very long since i've blog the stupid blog of mine, sometime i feel like deleting this blog , but something is stopping me from doing it.this few week have been very very rough from me, have to handle my relationshipw tih angie and my soccer training, now talk about mine soccer first,during training , clement kept asking us run around our school for 10 rounds , 15, 20 rounds within a certain timing.there was one day which we went to east coact to run and after that we went to the cage and play.when we were playing, navin accidentally step on my foot so till now i still cant kick the ball as hard as last time, and i dun want that to happen.i want my leg to recover very fast, today's game we challenge again broadrick sec and we won 8-3, i miss a couple of chances since my leg hasn't fully recovered yet .

dun talk about my soccer le , now lets talk about my relationship bah ?qaurrel with angie for the past few week and now i regret saying those stuffs to her, and now i am the one suffering, it affect me, my soccer and my mood everyday.I used to go out with my mei and telling her , but theres one day which i went out with zee without telling her and she is angry with me and maybe till now she is still bah , met her yesterday and i saw some changes, i guess is because of that day i scolded her and everything and yesterday she told me that she dun trust me anymore, i really dunno what to do , i really want to be like last time angie, please can yyou please gove me a chance like last time again?today on the way back , i was feeling moody and upset from last night and when i was walking along the road and suddenly a car came and honked at me and when i looked the car was right infront of me and i almost died. i miss angie alot please be the same like last time and trust me more can?(hope you can read this blog)

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Welcome back Lester!!!!, hahas.talked about yesterday stuffs first,
woke up at 7 plus i think and washed up and ate my breakfast,and started using my com till around 1 and i went to bathed because i was suppose to meet sinyi,but last min when i am already outside,she told me that she last min cannot!!!. that time iwas really really pissed. i was already at city hall and she just say she cant make it because her friend has some problem she had to settle with them wor.. see she is doing very big business like that , friend got problem first person to appear!!! hahas , after that i tried calling people to go out with em and at last you know who went with me?! My dear mei mei angeline which is now my GirlF!!! she is very obsessed with babies when she is with me!!!

She is very cute , she likes to say ben xiao jie no money ben xiao jie that . hahas , she funny!! so i told her about the baby saying whatever in the video and she started laughing non-stop but luckily she didn't have cramps. thanks god!!!!headed to mos burger and sit down and bought food to eat . when i was eating , i notice that she is looking at a baby and she started smiling to herself?! i was shock and i asked her whats so nice? you know what she told me? she said i've been influenced by you!!! ahhas and now i am obsess with babies hahas!!!.Cabbed to her house and sent her back home , she was suppose to reach home by 6.20 because of something but she went home at 7 .30!!! and her mom has been calling her for upteen times!! , i am sorry baby. next time must see the time and cannot anyhow slack here and there le . ahahs.

As for today , woke up at 9.15 and washed up and ate my breakfast. bathed and trained to church , after church we went to ION and walk walk and see see !!!! i was aimming to buy something from the start of the day but i didn't know what to buy, i went in the topman shop and i saw this jeans , its was sooooooo nice!!! it cost me 103 bucks!! ahhas but my parents didn;t stop me from buying , thanks daddy!!

trained home and started to use the com from afternoon till now so its time to rest le !!! bye peeps!!!

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My blog has been rather dead recently, do not have the time to update it and i was lazy too . This few days hasn't been good , quarrelled with girlf till almost break , sorry dear .but everything is alright now.

Got back all my result slips and i did great! woah !i was amzed i was 6th in class instead of 10th!, i'm gonna take A=maths so when i have my O's i have lesser subjects!!! not so stress, haha, got some of the sec3's book already from my mom's friends, so can save money and buy new boots again!!! hahas I'ne already gotten , 5 pairs of boots already and i was shocked, the latest i got was the predator X which i think i mentioed it earlier in the blog.

Today in the morning , headed to st wilfrid for soccer training and in the afternoon we have a match against bishan park secondary school, it was quite fun though,but the bishan park's coach was terrible man , keep scolding NON-STOP! it was so irritating , and i saw him threw his file on the muddy field , EYERR....we won them 3-1 our C-DIV boys played well but the thing is that they are lacking in size only and experience,hope they can do us proud for the upcoming south-zone competition!!!, GOOD LUCK BOYS and B-DIV too.goona blog till here, bye bye!!The pic at the top is the 5 boots i am having now!!!Hope you all like it! ITS all ADIDAS!!

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kinda moody for this few days, my girlf has so many things happening to her and i cant do anything , wtf?!today in the morning headed to school and played PSP and do other shit stuffs dun wanna elaborate so much , sorry peeps.

went for schools training its was tiring man i tell you guys , if you wanna come st gab soccer you better have to be mentally prepare, ran 15 rounds around school within 45min!!!but for me it was kinda alright have to train more. tomorrow going to be at st wilfrid to training , and i finally can wera my predator STAR hahas .
thats it for today i think . BYe peeps

BYe

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Dun wanna talk much about today dun have the moody because of somethings that happen today .Woke up at 6.30 and bused to school and i heard that my classmate Dylan is going express and everybody asked him to stay but he does not have any reaction , he is kinda cool sometime when people talk to him the person will get mad man because he or she will be talking to a wall.

End school at 12 and trained with joshua and dominic to J8 and after that bused home and Ingrid called me and tell me that she is aching all over and everything is breaking even her internal stuffs !!! She scolded me and say why i didn't talk to her , i told her i wasn't in the mood to talk and she just put down my phone. she is always like that but after that everything will be alright again.

Evening went downstairs to eat steamboat and walked downstairs , i told my parents that my leg and body muscles are aching and they asked me to go home first and i think both of them are having the er ren shi jie. hahas , ok i will blog till here.
Bye peeps

Bye

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